It’s five hours before the shoot but I’m racing to Chicago anyway … 73, 75, 80 mph … I refuse to be passed on the interstate. I pretty much arrive everywhere early except one time a year ago when I was an hour late to shoot in Chicago. So now I leave a two hour buffer when I go there — even when there isn’t a marathon/Obama speech/soccer game/concert all on the same day. I make it in just over 2 hours with a couple more to spare. Huh, go figure. Wicker Park is empty but for moms with strollers. Feels weird — this domesticity — in the heart of hipster Chicago. Head into a cafe and order green tea. Comes in the tiniest glass pot ever and I wonder if it’s okay to ask for more hot water after I finish it in 2 sips. I decide not to because maybe it’s not proper tea etiquette and opt instead to stare into space a while. My book is amazing but nothing holds my attention right now. I read more for style/narrative voice than for character or plot. It’s amazing I don’t like poetry considering I don’t care if anything ever happens in a novel — I just want it to read beautifully and lyrically. Maybe it’s my obsession with music; I don’t know. These are the things I think about as I look at the cafe wall for probably an hour. Sometimes it’s good to have an excuse to do nothing at all.

Tomorrow I’ll have either an engagement session or a wedding for you all. Haven’t decided yet :)